Today the result for one of the subject I took is out. I know its going to be damn sucks. But deep down I really really really hope it will be fine. Unfortunately it does not. And I still remember that night where a drama took place. Dalam banyak2 masa time tu la drama nak jadik. Malam before exam supposedly semua orang be prepared for the last minute preparation while me? Instead of focus kt study, I was busy handling my personal life.
Ya Allah..tuhan je yg tahu how I felt that night. Being bombarded by mama regarding 'that' thingy. I called mama sbb nak mintak restu supaya dapat doakan me the best for exam and in a split of second, semangat nak jawab exam tu hancus!! I was crying like hell calling sis and him. Try to figure out what the hell had actually happened. And end up being sleepy dlm exam hall sebab tak cukup tidur the night before.
So. . . Back to the topic, the result is out. And guess what? I got to sit for the same paper in the next semester. Naissss!! Who should I THANK to? Hmmm. I don't mind repeating the subject. Walaupun ni first time dalam hidup kena repeat but I don't mind sincerely. What I DO mind is when I have to face 'that' FACE again. For the rest of the semester. And it is SUCKS. Dear lil brainy and heart. . . Be strong will you? Hmmm.
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