i Sanggup MATI demi u yunk~!

Member aku mengadu ttg sesuatu yg menjijikan ku.. lalu aku menulis post nie dgn penuh rasa kesal dan harapan..

wow! giler lah 1st paragraph post nie.. haha.. actually mmg tol de mmbr cik ain yg mengadu.. erm sbnr nye more to mintak pendapat la..  tanye die...

".. kwn baik aku dah 'TER'mengandungkan ank dara org.. cane ek nk hadapi die yg slame nie kwn lepak, kwn segroup dan segala kwn yg normal aku?? siyes.. x reti"

Lalu kataku,

"mak aih.. x reti aku.. x pnh plak hadapi situasi cani.. n mudah-mudahan takkan.. tp u shud do something bout this.." 

Haih..sedih la situasi cani.. Ssh gak klo "pemurah" sgt nie.. Habis "semua" nak di bagi.. so kata cik ain to mereka2 nie...

Gals..uols... mahal2 la skit yunk.. barulah jadi rebutan.. macam selipar selonggok kt Chow Kit Road and heels kt Guess.. i prefer yg high standard.. baru kelass gitu~!

And for boys.. dear handsome2 n hotty.. i tao la u got nothing to loose tp jgn la sampai semua anak dara org u nk buntingkan.. *eyh..mcm tgh story sal kucing lak..meoowww~! ...have some respect to kaum Hawa plisss n be our protector not "the eater".. *ngap2!!! seram lah ~

Gals...dont forget ure lunch....auummmm~ *btw movie kt ats ni bkn penaja i tao..huu

Owh dear Chemistry Night~

Last Friday night was the day of the "Che-mistery Knight 2010/11" where there ain't  no mystery about and certainly no knights.... just great chemists all around to celebrate the colours of chemistry.. oyeaahh~

I love dinner like this definitely because cik ain blh pakai baju cantik2.... melaram bagai nk rak... n no one to judge just compliments to give.. *hee... sgt suke okay~!

And here are some gojez pictures to brag about.. hehe.. poyo je...

 

Showing off the bling2~!

  Cubaan si rabun remove spect..hikhik~

Give me some elements bebeh... *motif?

Model cake chocolate...aummm~!

Yup that's all the picture yg meletops dirasakan.. haha... pasan abes.. tp klo bkn diri sendiri nk puji, sape lagi ek..

And to all the chemists... really enjoy that night camwhoring with uols hotty and gojez peeps eva~! aawwww~

Dearest crazy CHEMIST in da house~!!!!!!

Really hope there'll be future nights cani lg and jgn la nk kne tunggu 20 thn yunk.. da tua da i.. huhu~ 

From me with LOVE... taaaa~!!

Happy 58th Birthday Baba ku syggg~!!!

Since i was lil kid lagi everything about skola baba yg akan handle. Cthnye, baba yg kejot pg2.. Baba yg buatkan bfast (roti bakar + air milo baek punyeerr!).. Baba yg hantar pegi skola (org pertama smpi ke sekolah..tlg pak guard bkk pintu..haha).. Baba check homework n tlg ajr mlm2.. N baba jugak la yg responsible to amek report card kt skola..dr darjah satu til form5 without fail *haih..nahas~

The fierce looking baba.. as always.. huu

To elaborate more.. Baba yg tlg msk time tghari kalau skola ptg.. Baba yg bsuhkan bju skola.. Tak cukup dgn itu, baba gak yg akan iron bju til rase form 1 kot.. And he is indeed a very teliti dad when it comes to ironing..hehe.. However, disbbkan baba yg handle sume2 nie.. Aku slalu la kne marah n bebel dgn baba. And dulu pnh rasekan yg hdp kt dunia ni mmg asek nk kena mare je. Terkadang terasa baba selalu lebihkan ayong, akk aku. Giler jeles with my own big sis sbb die cm x pnh kne mare.. And until today actly still ive mind set yg baba sygkan ayong lebih..huhu~

Tapi ada satu hari ayong bersuara..

"weyh sis, ko agaklah kan.. Pe lah rasanye tatkala baba n mama dah takde? Means if kite pnjg umur la.. Sbb tgk skg mcm tak percaye je.. Baba dah pencen, mama lak soon will. Ko pun dah besar pnjg.. Msok UM da. N ayong dah de anak sorg…"

Hmm…

Aku tak pernah terbygkan sume tu.. Tatkala mereka yg terlalu sygkn kite pergi.. Ntah mcm mane rasenye.. Dan tak mungkin aku pinta utk rasa.. Mmg betul baba slalu sgt mare2 kt aku.. Asek sume menda x blh nk wut.. Dulu aku sampai terfikir nk lari rumah.. Tp memandangkan takde tmpt utk dilarikan diri.. Maka terbantut lah hasratku.. Tambahan lak nnt lagi kne marae ngan baba..uish…! Tak sanggup aku~ Namun.. Jauh di sudut hati, kite sedar kerana terlalu kasih dan sygkan kite maka mereka perlu marah.. Tegur… kdg2 rotan sbb dah degil sgt!

Aku teringt time kecik2 dulu tak hafal sifir n tak reti sgt tulis jawi.. Baba check la homework cm biase n akibatnye…..!!! Aku kne tiru tulisan baba sepanjang kertas kajang.. SAYA BERJANJI PADA AYAH SAYA AKAN BELAJAR RAJIN-RAJIN.. Tak paham? Cani haa…

SAYA BERJANJI PADA AYAH SAYA AKAN BELAJAR RAJIN-RAJIN

SAYA BERJANJI PADA AYAH SAYA AKAN BELAJAR RAJIN-RAJIN

SAYA BERJANJI PADA AYAH SAYA AKAN BELAJAR RAJIN-RAJIN

SAYA BERJANJI PADA AYAH SAYA AKAN BELAJAR RAJIN-RAJIN

SAYA BERJANJI PADA AYAH SAYA AKAN BELAJAR RAJIN-RAJIN

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

And on and on it goes until la seluruh test pad tu penuh..or if im not mistaken, kertas A4 ke lukisan ntah..huu serik bai~!

Erm.. Aku xrapat sgt dgn baba utk say this to his face tp andai la baba on9 n bkk blog ni *which is impossible..ahah.. Aku teringin nk btao baba….

"Baba..

Maafkan segala dosa2 yg telah ain lakukan pada baba sepanjang 23 thn hidup kt dunia ni..

Ain mmg bukanlah anak yg baik and selalu tak mendengar kata..

Selalu sgt melawan kata and degil giler..

Maafkan ain sbb buat baba letih, penat, bosan dan kdg kala kecewa..

Ain berjanji akan sentiasa berusaha bersungguh2 memperbaiki diri utk menjadi anak yg solehah..

Thanks for every single thing u've thought me that make me who i am today..

Happy Birthday my dearest Baba..

You are the best dad in the whole world!!!

I love u baba"

Lalu aku menadah tgn bermohon.. 

"Ya Allah, ampuni dosa2 mama dan baba yg telah selama ini bershh pyh membsrkan aku, mendidik dan menjagaku.. Tempatkanlah mereka bersama org2 yg beriman dan beramal soleh. Jgnlah kau hukum mereka akibat dosa dan kesalahanku selama ini. Berkatilah hidup mama dan baba di dunia dan akhirat. Dan permudahkanlah bg mrk hdp di dunia juga di akhirat kelak.."

Amin..

im feeling down..help me~

Help me plss dear Allah..
Sometimes i feel so weak..
as if i wanna stop and quit..
feel too far from You..
shine up my path plss my Allah..
You is all i need...

we go gojez LADIES~!!

Happy Hari Wanita uols drop dead gojez ladies out there~!!

Actually this is the first year i'm aware of this event walaupun world da start lama dah celebrate today.. huu.. *So nah info for those yg tatau pape bak tempurung di bwh katak... eyh? silap2.. eheh.. u get wht i mean

International Women's Day (IWD), originally called International Working Women’s Day is marked on the 8th of March every year. It is a major day of global celebration of women. In different regions the focus of the celebrations ranges from general celebration of respect, appreciation and love towards women to a celebration for women's economic, political and social achievements.

So apsal la aku kesah sgt sal arini other than me being a woman myself? Cik ain busy body sgt cz i would like to spread out msg of my own.. to all kaum Hawa di luar sana... PEHLISSSSS.......!!!

1. Jangan la jadikan diri anda mangsa DISKRIMINASI.. no... no.... no....!!

Perlu ke advertisement yg cani? if nk jual baju jual je la.. pehal la plak nk suh model pompuan tu pose cmtu kann *marah i tao! ggrrrr~

Ni sume pun same..motif la sgt~

Isn't it weird? Nk jual air... showing kaki pompuan, nk jual pencuci muka... use ladies showing cleavage n nk jual sabun bdn for sure la kan tnjk body.. and perfume kt bwh ni lak..no need for me to say more..

Ni pun blh dikira diskriminasi wanita dgn cara menjual pompuan2 ni mjdk pelayan kpd kaum lelaki yg x pnh puas! *jgn terasa yeah dear.. u baik.. i syg u lebih :)

2. STOP yourself from being ABUSED!!

Its true I never been abused before but still pehliss la ladies yg pnh di abused and sedang di abused atau anybody yg knal sape2 yg menghadapi problem nie...make them WAKE UP n urself WAKE UP!!! Although they might say..

"..I'm too scared to leave. But yet afraid to stay... I dunno what to do...."

"Bagilah die peluang utk berubah.. Mungkin nnt masa mampu merubah die.. He used to be such a loving husband.."

What i may say is...bul***t. 

Omaigod.. smpi bila ladies u have to suffer? smpi dah MATI dipijak or tumbuk kt muka tu? I do marah giler ngan kaum Adam yg x berguna dayus hit their spouse tp I'm more frustrated with ladies yg masih let themselves being abused.. pls.. lets think bout urself for once~!

3. Dont FALL in LOVE.. rise in love..

Aik.. mcm tag line filem hindustan je? hehe..i pinjam sat naa.. Hmm..jgn la kerana CINTA.. we ladies..

Bencikan guys.. then kite pulak yg jdk guys and merosakkan kaum kita sendiri.. pehal??

"CINTA"kan kaum sendiri? pls la ladies.. smpi ke mana pun "cinta" nie.. end up we do need responsible guys to be the dad of our gojez children *mcm mama die kann..aww!

And pls.. dont get pregnant by ur bf. coz its IMMORAL!! It only happens in tv mostly western drama yg allowed this kind of immoral thinggy. So kte org Islam, Cina, India.. warga Malaysia yg still have adat dan agama masing2.. jgn lah terikut2 sgt dgn western tu.. *enjoy our young life in healthy way!! woohoo~

And if ur bf camni perangai.. suke2 die je nk jerit2.. nk marah2.. just DUMP him!! u go gals~!!! 

So lastly.. 

I'm begging we ladies to protect ourselves from these 3 things yg mmg unreasonable.. Engat stakat ladies dpt jdk menteri, prime minister and leader je da cukup? kalo menda2 cani pun kite tak mampu nk hadapi.. tak yah la nk aim too high..

If we wanna be respected, do respect ourselves first as ladies. Do stand for ourselves and jgn biakan diri dipijak2.. and lastly.. be in control, dont let love control us~! gals rocks!! taaaa~ *melambai2 dgn gediks nye..aww..

Chilling Waterfall, Kuala Kubu Bharu..oyeahh!!

Orait babes..its weekend and time to seek for adventure and yup that was exactly what we did yesterday.. "Chilling" ~!!

Gojezz ladies in the car.. awww~!

So we started of from UM about 9am (sbb janji2 Melayu..) and it us took about 1 hr 30 mins utk smpi ke destination entrance.. by using jln dlm.. meaning xde tol and lots of lori.. ahah

Along the way, time almost arrive.. nice scenery awaits for us.. sgt cantik ohh! and seriously klo la ktorg gerak sooner (exactly 7am) for sure gile sejuk kt area bukit2 tu.. the air is soo refreshing.. haaaa...

So here we go entering Santuari Ikan Sg Chilling.. Unfortunately kami dihalang oleh org kt sane to proceed with our exploring thinggy sbb up there u simply just can't burn anything.. coz u'll attract wild animals.. roarrr~!

So end up we guys proceed with our BBQ kt camp site je.. and while waiting, we took some chill pic :)

HQ kt sane.. huu

guys berusaha bersungguh-sungguh nk idup api n grill2.. sedap tao aym grill korg.. tnx :)

So after zohor prayer then only we make our move.. oyeahh!!

There were 6 lintasan to go through and sume2 mampu ditempuhi dgn jayanya oleh kami dgn bershh-payahnye.. heee.. It is the best actually to hv guys to go 1st and gv a helping hands to we cute gals.. awww~

And finally after aproximately 1 hr, we arrived kt waterfall..

And oomaigod!! lawa giler! tinggi gile kot waterfall ni.. and seriously, u won't know it until u see it with ur own eyes..

Dear ohh dear.. Thanks for joining :)

Isn't the view is breath taking? from far pun blh terasa wap air die.. and the water?? indeed CHILLing.. sejok giler kot~! now i know where it got its name.. huu..

And... and... kt sini la 1st pacat menyerang geng ktorg.. kt leher lg u.. i bet sure pacat jantan.. awww~! ahaha..
So around 5pm we head back coz plg lambat kena gerak dr situ is 530pm and we don't wanna be late..

And we end the awesome day with mapley Pelita kt Bangsar.. lapo nye cik ain.. *And lots of thanks to u guys yg ajk ktorg join menda nie and handle evything.. we had FUN!!

Babes.. pehliss.. no muke toye~ :p

So my comments:-

1. If u promised peeps.. make sure to obey it.. jgn la junjy2 Melayu nie sygg.. i stress la.. huu

2. Bakar2 (BBQ) is NOT allowed kt area waterfall tu.. u guys tamo rimau dtg join ur nye picnic ayte..

3. If ure afraid of pacat n lintah.. do come here to "fear factor" yea darl~
4. Make sure wear kasut yg sesuai utk pki dlm air yg for sure x kan hanyut di bawa arus or u'll end up x pakai kasut meredah air like cik ain n akibatnye.. luka2.. dipijak mmbr.. huhu

5. Pihak bertanggungjawap sila upgrade facilities yg sgt poor! Surau sekangkang kera yg bisexual.. toilet yg xde air n shower yg giler open. *tao la i cute tp tamo la open sgt u~

6. Just CHILL and FUN!!!! oyeaahhh!!

p/s: pic cdt to photog my dear n friends (aina etc.) and lets do it again sometimes :)

The week ends..so?

Its weekend!!!

Im predicting this weekend gonna be lonely and fill with medicine! Okay not only due to the fact that cik ain sgt x sihat skg but also sbb the next on the list is final exam on Medicinal Chemistry. . Yup! Study on medicine time sakit2. . okaaay~ perli ke apa ni. .? uhuhu. .

By the way. . .lonely sbb 2 org rumates telah blk ke rumah mereka and now actually ngah stay sorg2 dlm bilik sbb liza, rumate cik ain yg lagi sorg telah pegi kuar berfoya-foya. . huhu. . Kejam ohh dorg ni. Ada ke patut left behind cute and sick rumate cm i ni. . .

But again. . .padan muka cik ain! sape suruh jual mahal time baba call td. Dah elok2 baba nk bawak blk rumah. . . .pergi meggatal say "its okay". Helloooo...its not okay! ure damn sick lah cik ain. bayangkanlah if stay kt rumah. . .mama sure masak sedap2, baba tolong bg ubat. .but now tooo bad. .uhuk2. .

Okay fine. .mls nk story lagi. .xde mood. Tidur lagi baik!