I'm having doubt about LOVE.
Is there actually true love?
Semua orang yang bercinta terlalu mudah menabur janji manis.
Then apabila sesuatu terjadi, tatkala cinta itu semakin berkurangan atau tatkala masalah melanda.
Dengan mudah janji dimungkiri dan segala harapan kini hanyalah palsu.
Is this what we called as LOVE?
Then love is sucks.
And I hate love.
I hate myself for falling in love.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Heart is broken

It felt so lonely

I would like to run as fast as i can

So that i can left the pain behind

But as im running

I turn my back

There's my friends

Who will always be there for me.

How are you?

So how's life been these couple of weeks? 

Hmmm. . . Let me think. Well, it has been confusing, chaotic, depressing, non-stop of tears dropping and . . . . 

Everything but happy . . .

So i guess my life can be classified as quite okay. . . Seriously?  

Haihhh. . . . . . . I can complaint and mourning for the rest of my life but does it make any different? It is better for me to start my new life cause im the one who chose this path. Kau nak sangat kan, haaaa amek kau! 

Adakah aku rasa menyesal, bersalah, berdosa dan ingin bunuh diri? YUP!!!!! But again, does it make any difference? I guess the answer is again NO. 

I'm sorry. I am really really truly deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart. 

I do. . . And i hope this sorry does make a difference to you. 

Cause this is the only thing i can say.

 I'm sorry. 

As long as you are happy

I'm Happy

Yes i am

Don't i look happy to you?

i will SMILE

I will smile

Let me smile

Don't stop me from smile

Smile with me, will you. . .

dear world :)

Penakut

About two weeks ago kot heboh satu Malaya yg Yuna terpaksa mengembalikan trophy 'Lagu Terbaik AIM' kepada Anuar Zain. Well i wanna say to Yuna, tadahal la babe. You don't need a trophy just to let u know that u have wrote the best song ever. . . At least it is for me. Lagu Penakut has such  a nice lyric and i'm loving it. 

I've been listening to that song since my internship period which is early March kot and til now i could never be bored with that song. Blh dibuktikan dgn my song list ada lagu tu. . . Hehe. By the way lagu Anuar Zain tu pun memang best jugak la. So no one to be blamed on bak kata Zizan kt Melodi "Takde siapa pun nak buat salah". 

Industri muzik Malaysia sgt menyedihkan and we still need Yuna and Anuar Zain so pliss jgn merajuk ea uols. Nanti kitorg nak dgr lagu best siapa lagi. If nak marah pun just cubit sikit si juruaudit yg tak berapa nak berkaliber tu. Well sila toggle in my playlist for Penakut by Yuna and jom karok with lirik kt bawah ni. . . Oyeaaaahhhh!!

Penakut - Yuna

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku

Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku

Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta

Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

*Chorus
Ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku

Ini tidak adil

Untuk engkau bertanya jika ku mencintaimu juga

Tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku

Cinta kau ucap tak pernah engkau tunjuk

Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan

Beban yang tak pernah cuba kau ringankan

*

Kau bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut

Mengakui cinta kepadamu

Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan

Bila bersamamu

Kau bukan milikku

Dan engkau pun tahu

Kau bukan milikku

Benci dan Cinta

Berhenti memBENCI

Mula menyayangi
Kerana aku pernah terbaca dan lalu membuka mata hatiku,

"Whatever you give to life, it gives you back.

Do not hate anybody.

The hatred which comes out from you will someday comeback to you.

Love others.

And love will come back to you."

Ingin aku mulakan lembaran baru dengan tiada lagi rasa BENCI

Hanya menyayangi

Dan belajar mendekati dan menCINTAI

DIA yg satu.

Ya Allah. . . tabahkan aku menghadapi ujianMu