How are you?

So how's life been these couple of weeks? 

Hmmm. . . Let me think. Well, it has been confusing, chaotic, depressing, non-stop of tears dropping and . . . . 

Everything but happy . . .

So i guess my life can be classified as quite okay. . . Seriously?  

Haihhh. . . . . . . I can complaint and mourning for the rest of my life but does it make any different? It is better for me to start my new life cause im the one who chose this path. Kau nak sangat kan, haaaa amek kau! 

Adakah aku rasa menyesal, bersalah, berdosa dan ingin bunuh diri? YUP!!!!! But again, does it make any difference? I guess the answer is again NO. 

I'm sorry. I am really really truly deeply sorry from the bottom of my heart. 

I do. . . And i hope this sorry does make a difference to you. 

Cause this is the only thing i can say.

 I'm sorry.