Bahagiakah Cinta?

I used to believe in fairy tales. And have faith in the happily ever after. Since I was a child, mama selalu belikan fairy tales books dan videotape cerita2 fairy tales macam Cinderella, Snow White, The Swan Princess, Beauty and The Beast etc. And I always thought that love is such a beautiful thing. And then I started my secondary school. Masa tu rasanya semua budak perempuan gila dengan novel. Pergi sekolah tapi baca novel. Buku lain memang tak pandang la. And the worst part is I even cried dalam kelas time form 1 sebab feeling habis baca novel. Apakah? Sangat kanak2! But walaupun gila dengan novel, I never really believe in it. Contohnye cinta tiga segi, cinta tak berbalas, atau ada orang sanggup derita sebab cinta. All was in my mind is that love is so divine like in the fairy tales. Mustahil je sebab cinta ada orang derita. But then...here I am. Experiencing all the so-not-gonna-happen-love. So betul la jugak novel ni kan. Cinta itu bahagia. Namun untuk kecapi kebahagiaan, derita harus ditempuhi. Dan andai pun duri ranjau telah ku tempuhi, belum tentu lagi cinta sejati bakal ku miliki.

Don't look back

Hey there. Rasa dah macam setahun tak update my blog. Bukak blog je that day everything macam membosankan. I should change my layout and everything. Since its a year of 2012 then i should change all the 'boring' stuffs i keep. Picture pun lama punya. Tapi no matter how much i try to change, its still me. Same old feeling, same old issues and bla bla bla. So why should i change? 

Errrr. . . . have no idea. But sometimes we need something new in life. Have to move forward and let those unnecessary things left behind. Life is too short right. Jadi kenapa harus kita habiskan seluruh hidup ini dengan bersedih, berduka lara, bermuram durja dan segala yang sewaktu dengannya? Many more things to be explored out there. Can you see it? Open up your eyes . . . and also your heart and have faith. And then only you can see it. Trust me.

 

p/s: we are so not talking about the layout right? haha.

Running to IT

I thought i have figured it all out

but i guess

i have thought it wrong

somewhere in between

i got stuck 

and then . . . lost

and could not find a way to get out.

Now is the time to gather the strength

focus on the final destination

keep a strong heart

and be certain

on what i really desire

and most importantly

on what i really need

cause i need it.

I'm running towards my destination

hope to reach there as soon as i can

run as fast as i can

will you run with me?