Hujan Sepi

Assalamualaikum!

Happy Thursday!

Terdengar lagu ni malam tadi sebab jadi lagu tema ada satu cerita (don't know the title because not watching it just heard the song) dan terus terngiang-ngiang sepanjang malam so today decided to listen to it all day long yeah!

Tapi lepas dengar 2 3 kali, I found it too sad to keep listening to.
Not good, nop! So am back with Stay, sad but not TOO sad hihi.

Dan ohh...suara bro ni macam suara Noh Hujan sangat, such a soothing voice!!

Hujan Sepi by Ippo Hafiz

Hujan terus turun

Mendengar sayu sepinya hati

Menanti kembalinya irama hati

Pengubat mimpi jiwa terisi

Sudah puas sudah

Diri dinanti oh tidak kembali

Terus mendoakannya agar dia tetap ingati

Di sini aku kau menjelmalah

Aku tak biasa

Untuk kenangi masa tika kita bersama

Peritnya rasa hati tiada yang mengerti

Tetaplah di sini teruskan menanti

Aku tak biasa

Untuk kenangi masa tika kita bersama

Peritnya rasa hati tiada yang mengerti

Tetaplah di sini teruskan menanti

Aku tak biasa

Untuk kenangi masa tika kita bersama

Peritnya rasa hati tiada yang mengerti

Tetaplah di sini teruskan menanti

Tetaplah di sini teruskan menanti

Tetaplah di sini


Till then,
Assalamualaikum
May Allah grant us an everlasting happiness, insha Allah.

Stay

Assalamualaikum!

Monday blues it is but not for long!! For me laaa at least hihi

By the way, currently in my repeated list would be this version of the song Stay originally by Rihanna feat. Mikky Ekko.

I looked for cover by other singers but this is the best I've ever heard!

It makes me wanna cry listening to these talented singers.

And even I've listened to it over and over again, it still gives me the same feeling.

All along it was a fever

A cold sweat hot-headed believer

I threw my hands in the air, said, "Show me something,"

He said, "If you dare, come a little closer"

Round and around and around and around we go

Oh now, tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you

It takes me all the way

I want you to stay

It's not much of a life you're living

It's not just something you take–it's given

Round and around and around and around we go

Oh now, tell me now, tell me now, tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you

It takes me all the way

I want you to stay

Ooh, ooh, ooh, the reason I hold on

Ooh, ooh, ooh, 'cause I need this hole gone

Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving

'Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it

Something in the way you move

Makes me feel like I can't live without you

It takes me all the way

I want you to stay, stay

I want you to stay, oh

Till then, happy listening and don't cry haha!

Assalamualaikum!

Its Good to Recall Sometimes

Assalamualaikum..

To begin with, last week I had one rough day.

My mood swing and I was not so 'nice' the entire day and I regretted it. Well actually, I was ashamed of myself for letting lust (nafsu) overcame my faith.

I am not quite sure what had gotten into me but it seemed like anger and all negatives vibe had possessed me. And everything seemed provocative. Well actually they didn't. It was just me. Solely me.

When I was driving back from office while mumbling over reckless drivers that day.. I suddenly stopped and scolded myself. 

It was as if I got a slap on my face or malaikat melintas if you believe so but yeah. I suddenly snapped out of it.

And once reached home, I took ablution (wudhu') and began to place my forehead where it supposed to be during 'this' kind of time. Down on sajadah (prayer mat).

And I started to recall.. 

I have a former schoolmate who was diagnosed for cancer stage 2 at her age of 25 and still going through chemo till this day. Her studies was stopped then and currently she is resuming it. Strongest girl I ever know.

I had a college senior who passed away at her age of 21 after only 3 days emitted to hospital due to less red blood cells. Death come without any notice. 

I had a former coursemate who passed away at her age of 24 due to car crashed. She died at the incident when it was about 2 months before her wedding day. Until today I still stalked on her fiance and the last time I checked, he still didn't move on.

I have a former schoolmate who became a father on last 1st january and after only 30 days his daughter was taken back by Allah and sent to jannah. His wife is still under confinement and only Allah knows how they are doing 'inside'.

I can recall all those sad stories that happened to people around me but I can't. Not that moment. I was loaded with tears. Tears of disappointment with myself. Tears of regret.

So while in sujud (prostration) position, I cried and cried. And pleaded to Allah. I am sorry ya Allah for being such an ungrateful servant.

I have all the things in the world, if were to compare to those people I mentioned earlier, but I am still ungrateful. I am ashamed ya Allah. Forgive me. Please.

Every Soul Shall Taste Death

(Quran 3:185, 21:35, and 29:57)

May Allah have mercy upon us sinners.

Assalamualaikum.

With every sunrise we have the chance to make the choice to be a better version of ourselves and another opportunity to thank God for all His blessings. #lifequote#Alhamdulillah #subhanAllah #sunaddict #throwback #pantaibatuferringhi #penang