Hurt soooo much!!

Tak pernah hadir

Now rasa sangat nak menjerit sekuat hati. Like seriously I NEED it. Why everytime I would like to change my mind you would screw it up. Dah banyak kali kot. I miss my ocean. Terasa nak drive pergi laut sekarang jugak!!! The moment I'm alone and feel damn lonely and need you the most, you would immediately change my mind. Why can't you just be here. Why can't you. (Saat ini butiran air dah bertukar menjadi terusan yg mengalir tanpa henti membasahi pipi ini). Dan aku masih sendiri. Sebab engkau tak pernah mengerti apa yg aku ingini. Kita tak mungkin bersama lagi. Tidak kini.

No where to go

Before this or now, later. . .whenever it is. It just does not bring any difference. I can't stop now. I've been drifted away too far til there's no longer way to turn back. Until that day comes, I'll still be here. Though I'm invisible, I'll always be here. Though you refuse to see me, I am here. Never was been far away from your heart. Since that day..