Nak khawin? Tak layak!

Now dah end of October and tup tap tup tap nanti tahu2 je kita semua dah melangkah ke tahun 2012. Sometimes macam tak percaya yang kita dah semakin dewasa. To be specific can't believe that i'm getting old!! 7 signs of ageing??? Damn. Time passes by so quickly kann. And ramai lah member2 ku yang telah dan akan menamatkan zaman bujang mereka. Wow. . . serious now rasa sangat tua. And to make things worst when peeps start to ask me 'The' question,

"Hang bila nak khawin ni Ain?"

And i was like, what the. . . .?

Now this is serious. I'm turning 24 lah. Tak macam awal sangat to talk about khawin ke? Or memang this is the time to talk about it? Anyway, for me to think about marriage first i need to consider all these. . . 

Am i ready physically and mentally to step into marriage life?

ans: errr. . . khawin sebab boleh dapat i-pad as hantaran. Yeay!!

Dah khawin nanti nak bagi hubby makan pe?

ans: hmm. . .aku pandai masak megi okay. Tak pun makan kt luar je hari2. Kata hubby engineer.

Hidup berumah-tangga kena saling menghormati dan bertolak-ansur

ans: Dear ni. . lambat sangat la angkat phone. Menci ah. Huh.

Sejuk je hati suami bila bangun pagi2 breakfast and baju kerja dah tersedia

ans: Goodmorning sayang! Morning? Its already 2pm dear. Oopss!

Based on few things above. I'm so totally not ready to get married yet. No sir!

Its Never 'OK'

Few have asked,


"Are you okay dear?"
"Ain ok ke?"
"Weyh....pe cerr ko skg? de problem ke?" 
"Darl..is something bothering you?"


And bila ditanya. . . mana korang semua dapat idea yang aku tak okay ni? Mereka seraya berkata,


"BLOG!"


Maka hilai tawa ku terus menyusuli statement diorang. Okay fine. I admit that lately i've been producing such 'dramatic posts'. But is it necessary mean that something is 'wrong' with my life? I guess their answers is, 


"YES!" 


Again,


"Hahahahahaha. . . . "


Seriously guys? Memang emo and dramatic posts can only be posted by those who have 'something wrong' in their life je ke?


"YES!"


Okay. . . okay. Fine. Something is definitely 'wrong' in my life and i just don't know what it is. Or actually. . . i refused to know. Okbai.

p/s: 'moron' is certainly not you guys dearest friends :)

a Time is all we need

I was a given a time to think
About us
But i do not know what to think about
Maybe because there are too much to think about
Or maybe there is nothing to be think of
But i took the time to reflect back on
What we did
Words we said
Places we visited
Pictures we took
and stories we shared
And i found myself smiling and crying while doing so
I guess. . . i got the answer.


I am happy when i'm with you
But i also cried because of you
Well this is what i called a relationship
There are up and down
happy and sad
whispering and shouting
And most importantly. . .
There are times when we did something wrong
We realized that we are wrong
We regret it 
Try out very best to become a better person
and also time for us to give our forgiveness to each other
Let us do that. . shall we?