Life is a masquerade

Since everybody is a good pretender
Then should i be one too?
Giving a fake smile. . .
And insincere hello. . .
And behind everybody's back. . .
Start to talk about others.


The talking would never end
Talk about the enemy
Talk about strangers
Talk about colleague
And even worst. . .
Talk about own friends
Or maybe there isn't any real friend in this world.


Well, i don't think i can take part in this kind of life
Sorry if i'm not a good pretender
Sorry if i'm not a great actress
Sorry if i'm not a backstabber
I'm just not a pretender nor a hypocrite
and i refused to be you
because i'm a much better person than you are.

evolving to butterfly

Weird isn't it

I mean these feelings of ours

Sometimes happy

Sometimes sad

Sometimes determine

Sometimes confused

Sometimes forgivable

Sometimes revengefull

Sometimes concern

Sometimes ignoring

Sometimes loving

Sometimes hating

Sometimes lovable

Sometimes over protective

Still. . No matter what we felt, it is a gift to us.

So that we can feel things, experienced even the worst and help us to grow up.

At least. . that's what i think.

Cause these that helped me to grow up.

i want what i need

We always wanted those that we don’t need

We wish for everything that we don’t required

We aim too high that we missed those on the ground

We are too busy looking around and mislooked what's infront

We are mad cause nobody's listening while we are too busy talking and refused to listen

We accused others to be blind while we kept our eyes and heart closed from seeing what's around us.

Now lets pray to get what we really need

Lets wish for everything that we required only

Lets begin from the very bottom and then aim high as we climbed further

Cherish what's in front of us and only then seek around as there are too much to be wasted

Its time to let others to talk and learn to be a good listener cause we were given two ears and a mouth so that we can listen twice as much as we talk

  Open up our eyes and heart cause there are too much to be looked at and grateful for

And thank Allah for all His gifts and blessings to us

The ungrateful slave…

(Alhamdulillah…)