I'm totally with u gal. . .

Alone is better than fake

Life is a masquerade

Since everybody is a good pretender
Then should i be one too?
Giving a fake smile. . .
And insincere hello. . .
And behind everybody's back. . .
Start to talk about others.


The talking would never end
Talk about the enemy
Talk about strangers
Talk about colleague
And even worst. . .
Talk about own friends
Or maybe there isn't any real friend in this world.


Well, i don't think i can take part in this kind of life
Sorry if i'm not a good pretender
Sorry if i'm not a great actress
Sorry if i'm not a backstabber
I'm just not a pretender nor a hypocrite
and i refused to be you
because i'm a much better person than you are.

evolving to butterfly

Weird isn't it

I mean these feelings of ours

Sometimes happy

Sometimes sad

Sometimes determine

Sometimes confused

Sometimes forgivable

Sometimes revengefull

Sometimes concern

Sometimes ignoring

Sometimes loving

Sometimes hating

Sometimes lovable

Sometimes over protective

Still. . No matter what we felt, it is a gift to us.

So that we can feel things, experienced even the worst and help us to grow up.

At least. . that's what i think.

Cause these that helped me to grow up.