Kill me je kan lagi senang!

Hamboi. . . emo betul!! . . tapi mmg cik ain rasa nak mati sgt dah ni. .!! Susah betul lah subject physic ni kannn. . I thought after matrix dah x payah lah nk terkeluar otak sbb dasat sgt fikir physic. . or hentak2 kepala kt dinding for physic. .  *exaggerate sungguh~!* and yet i thought it wrong. . . haih. .

Tapi wutever it is. . i have to be strong utk study coz paper final physical chemistry this coming Friday ni je haaa. . . *so what exactly am i doing now? errrrr. . . huhu*

Anyways. . Just now mmg rasa nk mntk tlg rumate cik ain si liza ni to just stab me in the stomach or do anything that can kill me!! drp terpaksa study subject yg i "sgt sukeeeee gila nak mati" ni. . . tapi then terfikir. . . 

if cik ain mati.. sure abg remy sedih sgt kannn.. bayangkanlah kalau abg remy tak lalu nak makan... mandi tak basah... hidup tanpa arah tujuan....

Esh3. . . sedihhh sgt ni. . . so i have to be strong for sake of abg remy. oyeaahhh!! u go gal! abg tamo risau yeah. . . ain tamo mati awal2. . ain cian sgt kat abg. . . nnt abg menderita kerana kehilangan ain *eeeuuuwww. . . sumpah geli! ahah~

Haaa. . . tengok2!! kan abg remy dah buat muka stress tuu. Jalan tgh2 jalan nak bagi kena langgar kereta. . . rupa cam dah hilang selera makan. . . ni semua sbb cik ain tao. . . *bajetttt. . .

huhu. . . .demi abg remy, i nak continue study lah!! taaaa~

Bukan Tak Ada Jodoh.. Just on the way je..hikhik

As all knew cik ain actually bercadang utk stalker abg ksygnku smlm di Bora Ombak tapi... disbbkan family comes first then cik ain pegi The Gardens utk menemani my parent shopping2.. *anak mithali betul! sure abg remy sukeeeee sgt! hihi* i thought sempat lah nak pegi skodeng jap after that... tapi by the time my dear and me reached college time tu dah around 5pm.. Takpe... sempat lagi nieee.. *harapan...

Dah elok2 my dear offer nk pegi mkn kt Bora Ombak... *means teman utk stalker....heee...* then tiba2 barulah perasan yg actually the event started kol2 til 7pm je. uhuk.... uhuk.... uhukkk.... rase mcm nk kill myself je!!! KENAPA?!!!! Apsal masa sgt mencemburui kita abg remy ku syg?? Kenapa takdir seolah-olah menghalang kita drp bersama??? Adakah tiada jodoh antara kita?? *perghh.... kalah script Adam and Nur.. huhu*

Then frust menonggeng lah i di atas katil sambil menangisi situation ini.. sebak ohhh! Tapi takpe... abg remy encem tamo cedih2 yea.. ite akan bersama akhirnya nnt. Selalu cerita Melayu mcm ni gak.. Mula-mula sedih gila pastu last2 confirm together2... happy ending for sure!... so kita bukan takde jodoh lah bang... just belum lagi je.. abg sabar tunggu ain yeah *tersipu-sipu malu mcm kerang busuk.. ahaha~

Btw di kala frust and trying to convince myself yg remy and i were mend to be together... maka picture yg sgt macho ini....

Yup...pic macho ini lah... dah selamat dijadikan my phone nye wallpaper.. konon2 abg remy tgh ckp dgn i la tuuu.... hikhik... 

Haaaaa..... terubat rindu everytime tgk phone....... okay2! Gtg now! nk menatap wajah abg remy i... taaaaa uols~!!!

Nak pergi plissss...uhuk2~

Phewhh~! Lega rase bila dah lepas satu paper.. Walaupun sedikit terkilan tatkala terPAKSA menduduki exam time study week... tp orait lah tuuu. At least now i can brag to others yg cik ain tinggal 5 papers je lagi.. i mampu... u?? *huhu.. xde kne mngena..

Tapi dlm byk2 perkara i paliiiinnnnggggggg terkilan bila tak dapat nk pegi Bora Ombak esok.. Kalau lah cpt sikit add as friend hari tuuu... sure tgh fikir nk pakai pe utk pegi celebration birthday abg Remy i dah ni... haa.. tak paham?? orait2..cani actly....

Sejak cik ain tergila2kan abg Remy haritu.. eyh... silap2.. sejak "abg Remy tergila2kan cik ain haritu".... *muka berseri-seri.. hikhik..  maka i pun pegilah add http://www.facebook.com/remyishakfans  Remy Ishak FC ni.. Then dpt lah tao actly dorg nak celebrate birthday syg i tu kt Bora Ombak... tp masalahnye... by the time they accepted me as friend, time tu baru je sehari selepas tarikh tutup utk join... sedihnye.... uhuk3~

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=178739165508634&set=a.158059434243274.27900.100001176567617&type=1&theater

So esok ingat nak pegi gak sana.. TAK KIRA!!!! Nk stalker abg Remy encem i tuu.. tak kire lah even i cant join the celebration... asalkan dpt tgk Remy dr jauh pun blh.... *angau tahap parah ni!! ahaha~

So plissssssssssss........ my dear..... bwk sy yeah esok..... *buat muka mintak penampor... huhuhu...