im feeling sleepy

tomorrow is my inorganic test

but im so damn sleepy that i never felt this kind of sleepy in my life

and now im even talking crap in my blog..damn

lately i just cant focus anymore

maybe because of that stupid guy

why the hell actually everytime i wanted to forget about him

he always shows up in my head...mind...thoughts??

sometimes i just feel like i wanna forget everything

i dont wanna wake up the next morning in my bed as myself

i wish i could be someone else the next day

so that i will be able to erase him for my head...damn

can i just get back to study now

tomorrow is such a big day fara..

wake up!!!!

what if

what if i said that im not happy with what i already have?

would that mean that im not a grateful person?

hmm...its hard you know to pretend as if im happy

but the truth that im not.

if only i can let out all the feelings and thoughts in my heart.

tapi aku tao aku kena jage banyak hati...

so all i can do is pretend..is that wrong???

haihh..

OMG!!!!

haish..

hari nie sgt lah restless!

rase da tido almost 12jam tp still restless. apsal ntah.

plus sok de test lagi..

emosi pun rase terganggu..