2-2-2012

Its a second day of February. And I'm a day for being 24th. Its a bit awkward for celebrating my birthday 'alone'. Tak ingat dah bila kali terakhir. Atau mungkin, tak pernah? Ke pernah? Whatever la. To tell ya the truth, I expected yesterday to be pretty lame and nasty. But it turned out to be fine.

Therefore, I'm thankful for the happiness I still have. Despite of everything that happened, semalam kira okay la. Masih mampu nk mengukir senyuman di bibir. Seronok bila kita tahu dalam dunia ni kita tak sendirian. Dan masih ada teman yg sudi buat kita tersenyum. Thank you so much.

"The happiest feeling in the world is by making others happy"

Happy Birthday dear missy. You know what should you do on your birthday? Be wiser, be stronger, grow up, wipe away those tears, put up a happy smile and cherish all that you already have. Be thankful will you.

Aku Kosong

Today was the day I had a major breakdown. Refused to do anything. Just spent my entire daylight in my room, on my bed with a head on the pillow. Can you imagine, the whole day I was either sleeping or refuse to use my heart neither head. Dah terasa macam tengah puasa pulak. Tak makan satu benda pun. Just minum air kosong yg memang selalu ada kt my side table.

Actually I'm thinking of doing lots of things to distract myself. Tapi tak tau la. Tak cukup kuat kot. So I end up stuck in the room feeling so empty. Bilik ni bersepah sebenarnya sebab daripada balik hari tu kemas sikit-sikit je. But I don't know. It still feel empty. Hmmmmm. . ."The hardest thing about moving on is not wanting to".